Name:Bryan Lim Ming Kai
Born:111090
Email :bryan.kai@hotmail.com
Single
20 this year
(he love you)

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Yesterday night i sleep at around 4am due to using computer ,
Was quite worry ..But , god bless ..:)

Study hard ,
go school often ,
and hope you will really find someone love you more then i did without giving you any problems more then i did ..Thanks god .

okok , and i gonna post about today today and today !!!

Woahhhs ~~~ today i woke up at 4 pm , think i was became kind of lazy ..LOL
was to meet David due to i promised i accompany him today .. Sorry ..:)
But end up i was sleeping till don't know at where ...
but the way . once i wake up ...was using computer , then after that ...was kind of bored.
so i when to park for a walk ...:D was breathing nice air ..hahax .. abit like (ah pek) life yeah ?
walked for 2 rounds then when home again to watch tv ..(ying yang lu) .
then meet janice and don't know what blah blah blah for dinner at northpoint ..
was waiting my mum to buy food , but waited till cannot wait , so meeted them, how sad..
was chit chatting about something .. quite funny of them ..:)
then after that when home for bible study .:)))
ok , then today ...Pastor leong was sharing on .

Matthew 24:1-25 ( Jesus foretells the future )
About the end time ..
was quite excited about this sharing ...but still not understand fully ...
Learned .

1. When god came , there will be many false prophet claiming they are messiah ..

2. Many people will turn to demolished .

3. When Jesus came back , they world will be corrupted . And Anti-Christ will take over the world ..

4. In the end time reaching , Israel will built a temple ..

5. 144000 of Israel will dare to say they believe in god even they will be persecuted ..

And was also sharing on .
1corinthians 15:50-57 (the resurrection of Christ)

ok, roughly share abit , before the end time of the world , there will be an anti-Christ proclaim he is messiah , and he will use bible to tell people to believe in them ..and the anti-Christ will had a great power from Satan ..he can heal and show many miracles to people and ask them believe in them but not God >.< .and anti-Christ will take over many parts of the world ..and many christian and unbeliever will be persecuted by them .. the persecuted last for 7 years as the bible says ..and the world will be in great problems .. and some true christian believer will suddenly listen to a tramper sound from god calling and transform and fly to the heaven ...:DDD

So guys out there , trust in god with all your heart , and obey him . and on that day ..you will listen to the calling and go to the heaven ..

ok , question is ...how do we know the person is belong to god or anti-Christ ??
answer is , see the fruits of the person ..what is the fruits ? ok , i share abit ...
fruits of the person means ..what the person action , is the person heart really pure in heart ?according to the bible , there are 9 fruits for every person on ,

Galatians 5:22
But the holy spirit produces this kind of fruit in our lives :

1. The fruit of love .
2. The fruit of joy .
3. The fruit of peace .
4. The fruit of patience .
5. The fruit of kindness .
6. The fruit of goodness .
7. The fruit of faithfulness .
8. The fruit of gentleness .
9. The fruit of self - control .

and there are no law against these things !

So guys , if anyone got to knock at your door and start sharing things wrong according to the bible .. Or sharing things on the bible without any fruits .. just slam the door ...LoLs!!
joking ... >.<>

And lastly is , this coming is the last 7 years ...and we are living in the soon 7 years ...so beware for God resurrection ...
So guys out there , if you haven got to know God now , start believe in God and trust him ..maybe you will be save on that last 7 years ..:D

but i wanted to share something , i still did not get all the 9 fruits , so christian out there , pray for me !!!sorry god , i am still weak ..strengthen me please ...

Btw , its about 3.26am now ..think i need some sleep , and need to wake up on morning ??
so guys , takecares and god bless ...

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Yesterday night is just like a nightmare ..
I want to wake up from this nightmare !!!...
How am i suppose to do next ?? sleep don't know what time yesterday ,
Sorry God again !!i did a very big mistake again ..god give me strength ..
i am very weak god ..teach me what to do can ?...
i wanted to be strong , but i have no strength ,
i don't want to do this , but i go did it ..
omg , what had happen to me ..i hate myself for all this .
ring most of my friend yesterday night , there is no one answered ..Ohoh ~!
friends for fuck ? relax la , nothing happen , say still i can fly to sky .
Got thing happen leh ? all step blur or step don't know ..??
I know once i post this , people will say i this i that ...fuck care la hor ..
And just to say , i had prepare for a great lost .
Since i am in great lost already , what for i scare ?
seriously 100 friend is always not better then a friend that care for me in my life .. And for now , i rather let you hate me then friends .
I am stack , anyone save me ??but don't worry ..i trust on to myself that i may stand higher again this time ..
people was just talking cocks with me , why should i treat the words so important and naive thinking its true ??
OMG , i was freaked here and there this time ...Wahahax .
ok then , let me tell you , if we got in a fight .. there is always many words to say ..same as me ..i am one of them too...WAHHA!!
Seriously , xiongyun .. i miss you alot .!!!how much i hope you will be back !!!
cause you are really only the one supporting me ever !!!
Thanks alot brother , i know you cant read my post ..
But i know you have a heart for me ..
And i rather have one friend that love me in my life then 1millions friend that bullshiting in my life ...i really think its time for me to wake up .
wake up for everything now , wake up for my naive ..
i really regret trusting human , really ...
If really my life would start over again , i would rather stay on to who am i ..
plus knowing god ...!!!
Ok , simple life start from today , will be simple reflects on who you are ,
whoever don't like my post today or don't like me...please...
FUCK OFF from now ..if not then i am sorry that i need to reflects what you gave on to me ...
I am selfish ?? yes , i am ..And always selfish .selfish loving myself then others..
If what i do or say make you angry ??come do a call and scold me try ...number is 90012089 !
Not happy on me , come all the best you can ..
And i don't belive there is this kind of people that don't run ..
Ha. Don't feel like talking on whatever things agian .
what i can do, i had done ...its your life , just do .
all the best ..........................
Lets put all this in the water and flows ..

And today , i wake up at 12plus pm ..
abit blur vision ...LOL
was waked by my father ...he was kind of cute ..when in to my room and start singing song looking at me ..LOL , father ah father ..why are you so cute at time ahs ??ok then , so i woke up and do my things ..then suddenly my father say the what xiao fang coming over our house ..omg , my father tought he keeping gans as ginna ..LOL , so funny arhs .?suddenly for nothing someone asked me call her jiejie ?jiejie arhs?can ...go change your name to jiejie then i call you jiejie lor ..how can i use to it , and in my life i only had a elder brother name Limmingshien that worthy for me to call korkor ..others kiss my shoes man .so she came and shared with my dad ..was quite sad for her ...and was praying for her to found God love ...:)
After that , she when home ...and i was using computer the whole day and when to park to walk ...quite a boring afternoon to me ..

Then evening time i and my dad when to have dinner with my mum due to she just finish her work ...so , we when to 848 to have our dinner together ...was so happy that quite a long time i had not really sit down together spending time with my mum and dad eating peacefully ..LOL, so was kind of happy can ...

ya ya , and suddenly xiao en called me !!!asking me what happen ...LoLs.
(still got someone care and notice my zhun zai)
Thank you xiaoen ...was really happy and kind of touched ..
so when home to online to chat with friend ?

Then suddenly my hand click click click till a blog .
so i read about the post ...
Omg , when i read , was kind of unbelive what i am seeing ...
even posted all this things on post ever ...
thanks for your great disappointment to me ....:D

who can i go to ?? God ! review yourself out can ??pleasee..
God , teach me how to walk this time again can ?
Hahax...
pray hard all is just a dreams ..:D

btw , wanna give a great thanks to xiaoen , caleb , david and janice .
tought its just a simple care , its more then enough ..:D

Btw , david wife messaged me for some reason , think its a must help problem this time ...and i will try my best ..

Next monday david is going back to police station due to the pass don't know how many years cases ..and he told me police intent to charge him to court ..OMG , brother , i don't wanna lost you ..who care ?:)

And xiaoen : i am very glad for everything ..thanks very much really ...don't worry about me .i will be fine i think . :D

Caleb : brother , thanks much also ..:D

janice : thanks also , i know you don't know me got blog , so i posted ... tommorrow if i free i meet you ... :D

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Thanks for treating me like that !
Thanks for bring me tall and push me down !
Thanks for everything !

Trust me , if what happen one day , is satan !!

WOW !! very freaking high man !! lost till cannot !!!
Ya , i die in your hand this time .. This freaking time i am in dead lose !!
Thanks for giving me the war-war again in my life ..
And this is much much stronger hurts feeling ever then all freaking girl does .!
You boy's outside listen hard !!!
If anyone got to hurt her or do what to her ..
Please pray very very hard that i will not know ...
If not i make sure not only you the one but your whole family !!
Thanks for all the part time job i need to do ..
Please don't let me saw you , i swear i will treat you nice things you ever never think before ..

Satan ah satan , Happy liao hors ?ehhh, satan , attack me all you can la ..
Dont be a dog hiding attacking other or me without notice .
Dare you come out , i kai jio you ..
satan ah satan , trust me , if i die in hell ..i will still let your head break !!
Nice one la hor .. Want die together ah ..come lo !!!!

GOD SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Yesterday night i did a biggest mistake ,
and i know god is watching me ..
I am sorry .
sorry god .. only you know me best .true fully , thanks for blessing my life ..
sleep at 2am , due to play computer busy bout posting blog ..:D
halfway Janice called and chit chat , halfway her friend wanted to chit chat with me also ...LAME>.<
so chat with them for awhile ..
After that was kana chase to sleep ..LOL
They are kind of bo liao , telling me this and that ..

Was thinking about you for whole day , wondering what happen to you ...
why there is no sound on you .. Are you fine ?
I am worry please ..God , don't trick me please ...
I NEED YOU .!

Today morning wake up at 8am by dad ,
Was bring to church ...:D and had a great worship there ...LoLs .
Today worship was power .. and the songs was very touching ..
really thank god for the enjoyment ....
After that , uncle roland preach on praise and worship today ..
Was quite good ..but abit like sharing ...hehex.
ok now , let me share what i had learn today ..:D

1. was sharing on psalms 22 .

2. 2Chronicles 20:3 Seek the lord !obey and trust on to the lord .

3. when you are humble , you will saw god .

4. when ever we don't know what to do or what .seek on to the lord , and he shall guide you ..

5. 2Chronicles 20 verse 15 , teach us when we face our problems , don't be fear , just seek to the lord that everything is his ..

6. God blessing is money that cant buy .!

After church end , we did some prayer and sharing ...
But , abit sad that ashely mei mei cant join us ...
LOLS...wan qian ah wan qian ..
Then when home play comp and stuff ..
When to meet a friend for awhile , then go meet my parents and eat ..
Whahahax .what a pack day lor ..

you told me you wont , but you did .
you told me you will , but you never .
you told me ok , for you not ok .
you said this , but you did that ...

ok , nothing much to post ..
GOD BLESS ME !!~!!

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Yesterday sleep at around 5am , due to waiting ...
In the moment , i was watching a movie (Xanda) ..
The fighting is quite cool ...learned alot new stuff ...
Then finally , i cant tahan already , so i when to sleep ...

Waked up ...i see my phone ...there is no anything ...
Was so worry bout something ...did called .
But never answer ...but never mind ...Let God do the job ...:)
So i get ready and stuff for some work thing ..
meet up Janice and friends at yishun for some reason ...
slack for awhile with them to spent time ...Cause waiting shi jie to reach yishun mrt to go gombak..

Then , she called ..told me something quite disappointed to me ..
I almost lost again , But thanks god ..i might control abit ..>.<
Things go colder and colder , i wondering why and what happen ,
all i wanted is you , but fate always joke me around ..
Hope you will live happy ever after bahhhx ..
Hope god will protect her and watch after her .

Then , when shi jie reached ..
we train down together to bukit gombak to visit David ..
He was quite sad and stress about something ..
Was praying for him for quite long .asking god to talk over him ..
David , i know you wont see this , thats why i wrote here ..:D
I am very happy to have you in my life as a brother ..
Really , you are really a good brother of mine ..
And i know you got heart , i am very happy , at least i know there is someone care and love me ..
Thank you for everything brother .!!

Then saw his mum , again....share gospel time !!!:D
share and pray with her mum ..her mum told me ..The swollen things is getting smaller and smaller and not pain anymore ..Amen?!!
And i and shi jie pray for her mum's back ...she shared , when she sit and stand , there is a pain on the back ...she asked me to pray for her ...so i did .and i told her , after i pray for her , ask her to sit stand sit stand 2 times ...so she did , and she told me , no pain agian ....WOW~!!!!...GOD, i love you !!!thanks for using me ...Thank you jesus !!:D

After that , when to yishun northpoint , tot of celebrating with wei yan due to her birthday ..
But her boyfriend weixiang got pobation , so had no time to celebrated .
So , nevermind .
When to yishun funland to meet janice ..slack around there and wait for willis to come ..
Then willis reached , he told me friend kana beaten at sembawang...
so , called sembawang to find out who did it ...and did some settlement among each other ..
then now , i was at home posting blog ...

Felt we had been drifted apart , was totally disappointed and sad .
If things really go like this ...
Then i shall hold on to the past then ..
Thanks for those colourful days you gave me ..
I was really happy and i admit i had really fall in love with you ,
We had gone through many things ...
Really hope that the past momemt may stop there forever ..
But i know it is impossible , and i really wanna to fight for it ..
Becasue i cant lie my feeling ..
Sorry for begin sensative sometime , becasue i am really worry ..
I really dont want to drift apart with you ..
Really , really , really ..
Thanks alot for giving in to me that much last time ..
Thanks alot for standing my stupid attitute ..
Thanks alot for begin there for me when i am in the most down ..
Thanks alot for all those day ...
Thanks alot for the care and concern ..
Thanks alot for letting me know there is someone there ..
Thanks alot for trying ..
You do alot to me ...
GOD BLESS!!!

Getting ready to sleep , tomorrow church !!!

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Yesterday sleep at 2 am ,
Was thinking of her every time , but think she don't care either too...:D

Today morning , wake up at around 12pm ..
And because my father cooked i wake up for lunch due to the smelling is too strong ...:)
After that , get ready and stuff to go out , but i want to meet her , she not free ...
When out at around 2.15 pm ...
And i when to bukit gombak for some stuff thing ..
Friend was sad and found no one understand him ...
He fighted with his wife , due to some thing ..
His mum ask me to pray for them .. So i prayed for them ...
Hope he is fine bahhs ..

After that , meet her at causeway ..and jabez , xiaoen ...
we walked from woodlands to admiralty for prayer meeting ...
We walk super duper long till my leg cramp ...
Then finally , We reached...:D
when to Issac house for prayer meeting ...
And its his birthday today!!Happy Birthday Issac

Today !! Pastor leong shared on 1Samuel 1:9-20 (Hannah's Prayer for a son)
learned 5point through pastor sharing ..

1.In the past , people thought that women that can't give birth to children is because they are curse by god for some reason ...

2.If god had to place a promise , he/she will no longer worry ...

3.Many people will drought god because of some circumstance or try compared among each others life ...

4.God built out character up by facing problems ...but he won't give you a problem that you can't settle ..

5.Wait for the lord and you will feel god works in you ..

Then , after that we when home ..
Was quite worried for my friend ..
Was quite sad that i stand far in her mind ..
Hoping she will not got hurt bahhhx ..
Sorry , i can't changed ..

OKOK , say till here le ..
Takecare everyone ...
May god bless you all ..!!!

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Yesterday i sleep at around 2am plus ..due to play computer and do some stuff ..
Was talking to ashely yesterday for awhile ...asking her how is her and blah blah blah ..
And she say i bo xim ... Wahahax ..
Okok ..everyone , wan qian sounds nice or ashely sound nice ?
Wan qian right ??!!!LOL

Ok , i want to end here ..
wanna talk about today .!!

Today i wake up at 12.30 pm , got some calling from friends .(so i wake up >.<)
Talking on phone with mr.david till 1pm ..Then ...
I climb out of my bed and do something ..
After that bath and stuff then meet my dear xiongyun father ..
Then train down to Tpy and visit him ...
Was so happy to saw him ...but ...he is sick .
we chit chat for 30mins then over le ..

Then then then hor!!!!

Came back home , saw pastor they all ...
they brought some food for me and family ..

After i ate , i take gitah and songs go to my rooms and worship and pray .!!!
Worship and pray for 45 min ...
Meeting ashely at 9pm at northpoint ,
Meet for nearly an hour..Wahahax..
Saw some of my friends , talk awhile for some job things ..
Then rush home ..
Reached home around 10.05pm .Breached probation ...
LOL .

She is moody today , hope she is fine and happy ..
Dont want to pick up fight with her anymore ..
just hope she is happy all the time ...
Sorry that i felt so sorry ..
Hope you are fine ...
No matter what happen , trust me ... i will always there willing to be monkey entertain you making you smile just once ...

I prayed for 45 mins ..god presence is strong ...
Thank you lord ..
Seek him and he will seek you ...
TRUE ! !

Ok , nothing much to talk about today ...
Live in a simple way of living make you feel more peaceful ...:)

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Yesterday i sleep around 2plus , due to watching tv again...:D
And yesterday i had a good time with my father , we share among each other ..
Talking about why some pastor preach, holy spirit don't really works .
Ok , stop here ...:)
Gonna talk about today today today !!!!

Woke up at around 1pm afternoon ,
By right i 1pm is at Christ church sec outside... LOL
But by left i am still sleeping ...SORRY@#@#^!!!!
Then after that i when to bukit gombak for some reason ..
Sorry god .>&^%*^!!!!!
But thanks god , i saw David's mum , and she share her leg is pain ..
so so so , holy spirit promt me to pray for her ..
and i ask her , "aunty , may i pray for you .?"
She reply "yes ! i am so happy to be prayed..."
Wahahahax...!!!!
So i ley my hand and pray and pray and pray for aunty,
And after that , she stand up , and she told me ...
ALOT BETTER ALREADY AND NOT THAT PAIN ALREADY ...
Wahahahax..
Amen ??praise god right ?:D
And was sharing with her about bible for 2hours plus ..
Then i when home ...

And And And ,
i had a great time with my father again today ..
he teaches me 7 steps of spiritual life ..
wahahax ..
we share among each other ...
and he ask me to read THE BOOK OF LEVITICUS to find more about it ..
so , if anyone interested , please go read too ...:D
Sorry for every hurt i gave you ..
Sorry for not begin with you all time ..
Sorry for my stupid things ..
Hope you will forgive me ..
Hope you are fine always ..

Nothing more to write already ...
Take care everyone ...
May god bless you all ..

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Yesterday sleep quite late due to watching tv ..
sleep around 4 plus ...:)

Today i am quite happy that i can meet her and might able to meet her .
Its been quite a long time since last saw her .wahahahax
After that when for bible study at my home ..
Pastor leong was teaching about don't lie against god and don't against the holy spirit ..
Was preaching in ACTS 5 (1-11) Story of Ananias and Sapphira ..
After that we prayed and confess asking god for forgiving ..

And and xiaoen share on something today and talk about me ..
she thought i might got hurt ...Wahahax..
To xiaoen : i will not be hurt so easy ...don't think too much kk ?

Btw , think i opened this blog the biggest motive is to share my feeling and what i gone though to other people that read this blog , because i treasure every second of moment in my life ..
People that know me would be amazed by this , but just to tell you all , i want to lead a better life by letting god use .Because god had show me so many things in my life ..:D

Manytimes i may be bad , be nasty ...i am sorry for all this ..

Ok , got to end here ...
Post tommorrow ...
God Bless !

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