Disappointment , happy and Hope ...
Saturday, March 28, 2009
7:16 AM
Yesterday sleep at around 5am , due to waiting ...In the moment , i was watching a movie (Xanda) ..The fighting is quite cool ...learned alot new stuff ...Then finally , i cant tahan already , so i when to sleep ...Waked up ...i see my phone ...there is no anything ...Was so worry bout something ...did called .But never answer ...but never mind ...Let God do the job ...:)So i get ready and stuff for some work thing ..meet up Janice and friends at yishun for some reason ...slack for awhile with them to spent time ...Cause waiting shi jie to reach yishun mrt to go gombak..Then , she called ..told me something quite disappointed to me ..I almost lost again , But thanks god ..i might control abit ..>.<Things go colder and colder , i wondering why and what happen ,all i wanted is you , but fate always joke me around ..Hope you will live happy ever after bahhhx ..Hope god will protect her and watch after her .Then , when shi jie reached ..we train down together to bukit gombak to visit David ..He was quite sad and stress about something ..Was praying for him for quite long .asking god to talk over him ..David , i know you wont see this , thats why i wrote here ..:DI am very happy to have you in my life as a brother ..Really , you are really a good brother of mine ..And i know you got heart , i am very happy , at least i know there is someone care and love me ..Thank you for everything brother .!!Then saw his mum , again....share gospel time !!!:Dshare and pray with her mum ..her mum told me ..The swollen things is getting smaller and smaller and not pain anymore ..Amen?!!And i and shi jie pray for her mum's back ...she shared , when she sit and stand , there is a pain on the back ...she asked me to pray for her ...so i did .and i told her , after i pray for her , ask her to sit stand sit stand 2 times ...so she did , and she told me , no pain agian ....WOW~!!!!...GOD, i love you !!!thanks for using me ...Thank you jesus !!:DAfter that , when to yishun northpoint , tot of celebrating with wei yan due to her birthday ..But her boyfriend weixiang got pobation , so had no time to celebrated .So , nevermind .When to yishun funland to meet janice ..slack around there and wait for willis to come ..Then willis reached , he told me friend kana beaten at sembawang...so , called sembawang to find out who did it ...and did some settlement among each other ..then now , i was at home posting blog ...Felt we had been drifted apart , was totally disappointed and sad .If things really go like this ...Then i shall hold on to the past then ..Thanks for those colourful days you gave me ..I was really happy and i admit i had really fall in love with you ,We had gone through many things ...Really hope that the past momemt may stop there forever ..But i know it is impossible , and i really wanna to fight for it ..Becasue i cant lie my feeling ..Sorry for begin sensative sometime , becasue i am really worry ..I really dont want to drift apart with you ..Really , really , really ..Thanks alot for giving in to me that much last time ..Thanks alot for standing my stupid attitute ..Thanks alot for begin there for me when i am in the most down ..Thanks alot for all those day ...Thanks alot for the care and concern ..Thanks alot for letting me know there is someone there ..Thanks alot for trying ..You do alot to me ...GOD BLESS!!!Getting ready to sleep , tomorrow church !!!
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