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Monday, March 30, 2009
8:15 AM
Yesterday night is just like a nightmare ..I want to wake up from this nightmare !!!...How am i suppose to do next ?? sleep don't know what time yesterday , Sorry God again !!i did a very big mistake again ..god give me strength ..i am very weak god ..teach me what to do can ?...i wanted to be strong , but i have no strength ,i don't want to do this , but i go did it ..omg , what had happen to me ..i hate myself for all this .ring most of my friend yesterday night , there is no one answered ..Ohoh ~! friends for fuck ? relax la , nothing happen , say still i can fly to sky .Got thing happen leh ? all step blur or step don't know ..??I know once i post this , people will say i this i that ...fuck care la hor ..And just to say , i had prepare for a great lost .Since i am in great lost already , what for i scare ?seriously 100 friend is always not better then a friend that care for me in my life .. And for now , i rather let you hate me then friends .I am stack , anyone save me ??but don't worry ..i trust on to myself that i may stand higher again this time ..people was just talking cocks with me , why should i treat the words so important and naive thinking its true ??OMG , i was freaked here and there this time ...Wahahax .ok then , let me tell you , if we got in a fight .. there is always many words to say ..same as me ..i am one of them too...WAHHA!!Seriously , xiongyun .. i miss you alot .!!!how much i hope you will be back !!!cause you are really only the one supporting me ever !!!Thanks alot brother , i know you cant read my post ..But i know you have a heart for me ..And i rather have one friend that love me in my life then 1millions friend that bullshiting in my life ...i really think its time for me to wake up .wake up for everything now , wake up for my naive ..i really regret trusting human , really ...If really my life would start over again , i would rather stay on to who am i ..plus knowing god ...!!!Ok , simple life start from today , will be simple reflects on who you are ,whoever don't like my post today or don't like me...please...FUCK OFF from now ..if not then i am sorry that i need to reflects what you gave on to me ...I am selfish ?? yes , i am ..And always selfish .selfish loving myself then others..If what i do or say make you angry ??come do a call and scold me try ...number is 90012089 !Not happy on me , come all the best you can ..And i don't belive there is this kind of people that don't run ..Ha. Don't feel like talking on whatever things agian .what i can do, i had done ...its your life , just do .all the best ..........................Lets put all this in the water and flows ..And today , i wake up at 12plus pm ..abit blur vision ...LOLwas waked by my father ...he was kind of cute ..when in to my room and start singing song looking at me ..LOL , father ah father ..why are you so cute at time ahs ??ok then , so i woke up and do my things ..then suddenly my father say the what xiao fang coming over our house ..omg , my father tought he keeping gans as ginna ..LOL , so funny arhs .?suddenly for nothing someone asked me call her jiejie ?jiejie arhs?can ...go change your name to jiejie then i call you jiejie lor ..how can i use to it , and in my life i only had a elder brother name Limmingshien that worthy for me to call korkor ..others kiss my shoes man .so she came and shared with my dad ..was quite sad for her ...and was praying for her to found God love ...:)After that , she when home ...and i was using computer the whole day and when to park to walk ...quite a boring afternoon to me ..Then evening time i and my dad when to have dinner with my mum due to she just finish her work ...so , we when to 848 to have our dinner together ...was so happy that quite a long time i had not really sit down together spending time with my mum and dad eating peacefully ..LOL, so was kind of happy can ...ya ya , and suddenly xiao en called me !!!asking me what happen ...LoLs.(still got someone care and notice my zhun zai)Thank you xiaoen ...was really happy and kind of touched ..so when home to online to chat with friend ?Then suddenly my hand click click click till a blog .so i read about the post ...Omg , when i read , was kind of unbelive what i am seeing ...even posted all this things on post ever ...thanks for your great disappointment to me ....:Dwho can i go to ?? God ! review yourself out can ??pleasee..God , teach me how to walk this time again can ?Hahax...pray hard all is just a dreams ..:Dbtw , wanna give a great thanks to xiaoen , caleb , david and janice .tought its just a simple care , its more then enough ..:DBtw , david wife messaged me for some reason , think its a must help problem this time ...and i will try my best ..Next monday david is going back to police station due to the pass don't know how many years cases ..and he told me police intent to charge him to court ..OMG , brother , i don't wanna lost you ..who care ?:)And xiaoen : i am very glad for everything ..thanks very much really ...don't worry about me .i will be fine i think . :D Caleb : brother , thanks much also ..:Djanice : thanks also , i know you don't know me got blog , so i posted ... tommorrow if i free i meet you ... :D
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