Saturday, April 11, 2009
9:17 AM
yesterday was quite happy cause i going out again ...was so happy and sleep so early just incase i missed the meeting ..so nothing much ...today , was quite busy for the whole day ...when to the good news singapore ...was so enjoy and touching ..i suddenly had the feeling of God and the calling back from God ..when to bugis ..and then , when to woodlands ??was quite happy at the first starting ...very long never spent time with you and i wanted to spent ..but , things changing fast ..very fast ..compare to the past and now ...its heaven and hell ..i dont know why i got to be treated like that ..but , nevermind ..thankyou anyway .was getting moody just now and now ...why there is a millions of person in the earth , and i had to fall in love in her so deep that i cant effort to lost her ??!!!i just wanted to be like the past ...but things won't be so good for now on i guess ..i am sorry ..maybe i did hurt you alot or whatever make you change so much in your view ..i really wanted to try hard ..but , when will i collapse from this ...lord i pray i will found strength and courage on this problems ..there are millions of people you will treat good , but not me always ..maybe i really own you too much ...:)i'am sorry ...she told me , just change for her and start to be a new person now ..i wanted !!!its all i want ..but , its always not so easy always ..no matter how am i or what be become ..i will still wanna be the best man ever in your life i try ..i will never give up on this till i am fully collapse in this ...btw , just got nagged by my father ??saying , why i walk so fast and never wait ??LOL , nice one ah ...humans always hear the one side of the story ..but my father ever ask , what happen to me ??answer is ..NO WAY !!retard human its like that ..father , thanks that you will stop nagging ...if not i think i will be angry and crying shouting to you i promise .. how you and people relationship is your problems ...not mine anyway ..father mother ,trust me ...if one day you side others then me ..i tell you ..i will be disappointed and will not want you to be my father mother ..please ask the answer before start nagging at me ...i told you last time ...i promise i will shoot you all back every time once you started to do before ask ..nagg before ask ..God , please save me on this ...i had nothing more worth for me to care for ...God , help me settle this will you ??!!!AND A LAST REAL WARNING ...IF I AM EXTRA ...I WILL GO HOME SLEEP ..I CANT STAND THIS JOKE I SWEAR .IT TOO MUCH FOR ME ALREADY ...IF I WAS DRIFTED AGAIN .I WILL SWEAR I WONT BE SO KIND AGAIN ..I WOULD RATHER DON'T WANT A FUCKING FRIEND THEN HAVING THIS STUPID RETARD FELT DRIFTED PROBLEMS .!!!AND I SWEAR I CAN BE VERY BAD ONCE ONLY TO A PERSON ..PLEASE DON'T TEST ME ..FUCKING WANTED TO ACT ?! I WILL FUCKING KILL YOUR LOVE ONE !!!!!!RATHER HAD FRIEND THAT LIE ON ME ALWAYS THERE THEN HAVING FRIEND THAT ACTING BLUR !!OR USING ME ..!i dont know what happen to me , God.. think bring me home will better before i started be a unwelcome boy thinking all this ...Thanks god , only you understand me and only you listen to me all the time ..!Labels: treat him nice and he will .
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