phobia on somethings .!save me ...
Sunday, April 12, 2009
9:18 PM
i use to be a kid of happiness , i use to be the happy star of people ...OMG !!!What had happen to me ??i can't sleep , i can't have peace now !!!!whenever i start to think ...i start to shake .!brothers , father , mother , friends i need you !!!!!!!i never had this kind feeling before .Its sucks ..i had no strength to do anything ..God!!!save me please !!!what am i going to do ?what i will be ended in ?JESUS !!! i need you !! Where is the mingkai ??!!! OMG ! come back !!LIM MING KAI COME BACK !!this is not me , i am sure ..this is totally not me !i started to think like this ..but i do with different things ..!!i have this mindset .. but i did another mindset !!!I AM LOST !!HELP ME PLEASE !! HELP ME FRIEND !!i don't want to be like this ...this is suffering to me ..it really scare me out almost my soul ..i wanted to end now !! end my this freaking life !i don't wanted to leave everyone ...how ??!!!why i always bring a smile out yet i am not smiling inside ??OMG !!! i am so fake ...fucking fuck out of my body !!!i wanted to be myself ..a self of freedom and loved mingkai .!!but i am an annoying idiot to everyone ..!!PLEASE SAVE ME !!LIM MING KAI ! i pray you will come back NOW !! Or just send me to mental hospital please ..!! gonna crazy like that ..everything really different now !!!HOW HOW !!i pray RTC will break off !!!vengeance will revenge ...!!!! Labels: YOU WILL DIE .
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