regret to choose this path ...
Saturday, April 25, 2009
9:42 AM
so long never really post le ...
don't know what to post this time ...
times may be happy , but more to be sad ..
life with full hope , but full of discourage ..
Yesterday when to caleb house for some fellowship ..
but i don't think it was ..and i was seem unwelcome ??
hey , i was not those people that wanted to fellow much la ..
i can live with my own , doing what i like and most important is i don't need anything tong qing ..!!
really really lucky for many reason ...if not i would really send you to hell i promise ..
don't think me is born out for return what i own , and i did not own anything !!!
don't think i change better and i will not change back ..!!!
don't think my dad can settle me if i really choose my path .!!!
wtf is going on i don't know , why every time only you guys can effect my emotion ..?!!
but , everything will be ok soon ..and i will leave step by step soon i think ?..:)
and i might able to stand stronger and stronger just for my own ..
please , don't ever think of climbing up my head ..limit will reach soon .and thinks will burst out very big too ..
trust me , i can be very good , but i can be more evil ..
ok , roughty what i did today ...sleep for the whole day ..
was too drifted ...did think of going gym for distress ..but , i don't think my friend will go with me today , cause his whole body is cramp till like shit ..
so , i intent to sleep and sleep and sleep ...
wahahaahaax.
ok , share something unhappy today ..
brought somethings more someone ..did tell her i brought for her .
but end up , she angry and wanted to go downstair eat the same thing i brought ..
Omg !!! HIGH EH !!
what i do is shit ..what other do i God ..:)
A thousand of people you may good to ,
but always not me ..
maybe we really gone case le ba ..
if thats it ..sorry .
i did and did and did hoping you will treat me better ,
and others just don't really cares about your life ..
but end up the work i did is to get all this things ..
and today is a bad day ..and who care ???
also still need to make myself smile more ..
got scolded , also need to act understand her .. LOLs !!!FAKE Mask rocks yea .!
millions of questions in my mind forever wont unlock ..forever i swore !!
ok , then when home , almost fight with parents again about money stuff ..
wahaahaax ...parents ar parents , you think your money VERY BIG ??!!!
you think what you gave is enough for my meals only ??!!!
LoLs!!! _|_
I don't understand why you guys born me out for ...
born me out to like this ??!!must well don't born me out ..
Hahax , but i really learn a great thing , i will only have son when i affort to feed them with good things .!!i won't choose to have son and let them suffer with me when i am a unless father .!!
and i won't let them walk and have the same feeling of me i swear ..i will love them with all my heart and soul just to protect them .. i won't let them share any love with other people ..i won't make them disappointed on giving birth to them on the earth ..
For my father mother there , do all you like ...share all you like , as i said , i had been on earth for almost 19 years .and i was all alone for around 15 years ...who care?? i still is so fine and so happy without you ..right ??!!
so , keep more gan's daughter ..and talk to them more kk ??
and i shall when out , stay out after my pobation end's ..
Hahax ...yes !you will talk to me , only when you really had nothing to do , then you will find something to nagg or scold at me ...eh !!!KNNBCCB !! really its because you change and you are my parent la !!NABEI , if not i sure wack you till you die la ..
why not you try turn to your old path and try shout at me ??
see what will i do to you ??
i swear i will let you stay hospital more then staying home ..!!!
wahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahax !!!!!
God ar God , why you created me in this world ..??
love me just send me to heaven ma ...why still must come to this world for so many saddness , discourage , emotions , disappointment ?? why??!!!!
ARHAhahahahahahahahaha !!!!
Fuck you all , i don't need anyone to be there for me ..
Don't say you will be ther for me too , because you all is fuckers !!!
And overall , you all had not be there for me even once ..
Its only when you all bored , sad and whatever reason ..
then you all will be there for me .._|_
ok, bye
Labels: HIGH, The next vitim .Don't promise me when nothing is done from you . don't talk big when you did nothing .
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