Sad but thankfull day ...:D
Thursday, April 2, 2009
10:13 AM
Slept at 5.30am yesterday .due to posting blog and watching tv ...Omg , was kind of pissed ...i used 3 hours to post my blog , end up there small crop up and many things was deleted ....>.<Okok , so i decided to post things on today ...:)waaahhhhs , sleep at 5.30am woke up at 10am ...cause need to go MCYS for probation reporting ...shag shag ...was kind of tired ...at first was planning with my mum's for hair cutting ...end up i woke up late . So just bath and rush there ...lucky thanks God ..was not late cause i need to reach there by 11am ...Before i when in , was kind of happy cause a new fresh day started..and was talking to David on the phone ..was talking bout this year is quite tough ..many bad things happen on me and him ..and it was true ...>.<then , i when in for report ...guess what ...when i first when in ...was kana nag like hell for my long hair ..almost got scolded till head smelly ...LOLbut thanks god , i was there keep saying sorry and smiling ..:Dthen we had done on some paperwork ..she shared with me a hidden bless of God ..was sharing , there is a ship that crash ...everyone was die ..left a person alone in a small weird town ...the person was sad and asking god ...why things happen like that , and i was thrown to a small town ..then nevermind , after that that person go build a small house and stay there for around a week ..and the small house was make by woods ...then ,one day , the person when to hunt some food ...but , when he was back ...he saw his little house was burn by fire ..and only left the ashes there ...LOL ...so he was really super disappointed and sad ..asking god , why will you treat me like that ..and now i had no place to stay !!!but , 5mins later , a big boat came to rescue him ...and he was asking ...why you know i am at here and i need to be rescue ?the people said , cause we saw that there are big smoke going to the open air , and that means sos ?so we came over ...ok roughly ...this story let me understand .If his house was not burned ..the big ship will not come to rescue him ...cause they don't know he was at there ..due to the smoke ...:Dso that means , sometime things that we see may not be good to us ..but god know ...and if not because god let the house on fire burning , those people will not know he was there ..so , there is always a good way when we willing to wait and endure to the end ...:Dok , then after all things ..i when home to relax , was very tired ...planning to sleep for awhile while we 6pm had a family fellowship at home ...but , after i when home with a laska , i am very full ,and i cant sleep ...so deiced to watch tv again ...but of course i did my worship and quiet time with god first ..!!!then i open my tv and watch , then when to open computer thinking who online ..then saw , melissa ..chat with her about something for quite long ..and ya , maybe i must change ...not you .:)kind of stupid of me ..forever so stupid ...then , i use comp till 6pm ..forgotten to sleep ...lolx...then the xiao fang come over our our house as i don't know i suddenly got a new family members ...LOLfather was sharing on ..Matthew 4:18-20 (the first disciples)i learned something though the story ..1.when God calling for you .Just put down your everything and start to walk with him and God promise is to show you more better things ..2. we start nothing to walk with God ..Don't hold on to the world when following Jesus.
John 12 :24 (Jesus predicts his death)
"I tell you the truth , unless a kernel of wheat is planted in the soil and dies , it remains alone . But its death will produce many new kernels - a plentiful harvest of new lives ."
ok , i share abit ....you know the plants produce seed ?and the only way to grow more plants thourgh plants ..the seeds must die on the grow in order to grow again ..and i learned .
1. If you wanted to save/change a person .. you must die from yourself in order to do ..
2. Sacrifice for christ ..
3. Die to yourself in order to produces more ...
And sharing about sin power !!
1. Sinner will be crused for genaration ...
2. Satan will use sin to make you fall deeper and deeper in sin by take more sin to cover a sin ..and end up you will create more sin to yourself ..
then after fellowship , pastor leong came and teach english ..LOLso was kind of hungry , when out to hunt for food ...so ...was chatting on msn ..and meet up someone to fair price to +mai cai+ ..and she said cook for me ...LOL , so cool ..free dinner uh ...so , when there to brought some indegrent and when her house to wait her to cook finish ..was kind of helping also ...lols..and it was really quite nice even it is not really nice :Pbut really got the heart huh ...:)so i packed some food home for my mother and father too ...but , mother did not eat ...stupid...>.< your son cook for you de lehhhh....lolx..joking.
then eat ate drink ..finally my +tu zhi+ is full ...so happy ..
then i was telling the xiaofang ...call me mei mei , don't call me didi ..cause i don't like ..:(
and and and ...my day goes like this ...:D
was quite happy hearing she is fine ,
but for what i know ...
she got some problem going on in her mind ..
hope she will be fine ba .
hope she will know i am always there ba ...
Btw , i wanted to thanks ,
cun zhi nu er for wanted to be there for me ..
rena turtle for the thing ..
xiao.ning for the concen ..
caleb for the thing ..
david for the accompany ..
mel for the words ..
xiaoen for the promise ..
aunty mabel for the joy ..
alicia for letting me disturb ..
and ...mostly and firstly !!!
thank god for waking me up again today .!!
Thanks alot ..!:D
takecare lots.
thanks and love .
God bless..
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