Saturday, May 2, 2009
9:53 AM
Ok , for the info .. me and my father can start to talk things out again ..and he started to treat me better i guess ...was quite happy that night mare is over ..ok , lets talk abit on friday ..friday suppose to be a good day that there is not school ..and was thinking , why there is no call from church mate for event on Thursday night ??so , was asking around and wanna try host one for myself ...and some told me call them tomorrow and see where i want to go ..so was decide to meet my friends ..but , in the morning , i receive 4 message from friends ..3 of them is from church .and one of course is from shi jie my girl friend ...LOL .suddenly they plan to go youth outing in the last min ..so i wake up and make a call to them asking where are them , because in the message ,they write , meet on 1.30pm ..but i wake up on 1.40pm ..LOLit was too sudden , and i don't know how to settle .so i decide i reject meeting friend and going meet them ..was packing my stuff fast , so that i might join them fast ..and when i finish , i call xiaoen .. telling and asking them ,i had done , where are you all ..they told me they are in bus to vivo city ..sian1/2 , i thought we will go together ..so , i suddenly saw shijie message again ..telling me he is just down stair eating ...and i start to think , what if they eat there ?so , i called him and meet him eat together ...:)and i suddenly notice .i forget to eat my medi ..!!!Omg , i was to gan chiong to go out just now uh ?!!!lols !!!!so faster when home and eat before going out ...so , bye to shijie ..train all the way to vivo city myself ...was quite a long journey there , its about 50mins to 1hour.but i just don't know why i enjoy myself in the train ..LOLso , when i reach ..i message xiaoen and she call me trying to meet me ...so , meeted them ..blah blah blah ...bad things happen ....1st : its was totally not like youth outing ..2nd: i learn nothing from God that day ..3rd: everyone split here and there ..4th: everything was so last min ..5th: areoplaned .roughtly , i told that i go up buy something , then i ask for wait , then i when up , 5 min later , i when down , then everyone missing , i when all the way down and up to find them , but not everywhere , because i don't really know the way of vivo , because i once lost inside vivo alone , and i can't find the way out , and i waited at the same spot for 25min , and notice no one there , and i pissed , strong feeling of kana bastard , and when home myself asking and finding way , when for dinner at woodlands alone , go prayer meeting , they ask me where are those youth , i don't know how to answer , because we should go together back together , and do things as one together , but things just goes different ..there is one word in chinese " wo men yi qi chu men , yi qi hui ,yi qi chu men , qi qi chou, yi qi ta jia , yi qi si , yi qi jing jiu yao yi qi chu ." but think , they are born in english edu ..so , maybe they don't know the law of going out ... was so proud because i am chinese .so , was strong feeling of kana areoplaned .so when prayer meeting myself ...sorry friends that i reject you all and never call you all that when i say i will host one outing ..ok , lets stop about sad things ...today today !!!woke up , by right was needed to meet jabez at 1.30pm ...but i woke up at 1.25pm ..so , faster go bath and stuff then when to jabez house for song choosing and pratice ..was asking where is caleb ..and jabez say , he when out ...Omg , tomorrow is church for youth leading .and we had not choose any song .and as a so call youth leader ..you never come for song practice yet go out ?funny uh ?was quite disappointed ..just seem like nobody bisness .?so , nevermind , choose songs with jabez ..and then we head to ang mo kio together ..then when to pastor ngan church for song leading ...was quite good for song leading ...:)and pastor don preach on spirit soul and body ..!!there is a part impact me alot ..:)we guys need to change for better ...do things for better ..be good and true before God ...don't tell me that all you need is only to have the heart for him ..then , he share a story ..he once was called to preach on his church in 600plus people ...but , that time ...he don't have good english , and he don't know how to speak english well ..and he when , and when he started to share on a boy and girl story of in a house . ..he make everyone blur , because of his poor english .and end up , no people know that , who is really inside the house and outside the house , because he mix up on he , she , him , her ...and end up , everyone was blur and confuse .and he told us , he got the heart for God also ma ..but end up ??this story teach us on , we not only need to just have the heart .but need to change better for jesus ..so that people will see the glory of God ..and you may able to lead people to chirst ..but not only had a heart for God ..It is not enought ..have desire for God everytime , and you will learn and grow ..Cool man , the message ..:Dso , when home , was late ..reach home around 10.40 pm .and miricle happen on me ...will share on tommorow ..:)ok , its late .so , takecare ..Labels: Love someone that hate me most ?
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