I DONT WANT FIGHT WITH YOU!!!!!
Monday, May 4, 2009
3:56 AM
why everytime we will fight about other people ?can you at least think for me ? if i am not worth , can you at least treat me as idiot retard then hating me for this ??!!! i don't understand why only you will call me to talk about others but not me and you , maybe you are right ..we don't have any things to talk for anymore ..but i really wanna talk to you even i am mute !!! i can't imaging is you the one that ask all go ..its hurt me know ?? am i really so un-worth in your life ? are everything gone ?why you always had to think i had change and think i am wrong and i have problems .. izzit everything is just because my wrong ?? every world is right , and i am always wrong .. am i really not that worth in your heart ?? am i that hopless in your heart right now ? iziit only when you pissed then you will call me ? if its , i will make you piss .. maybe you wish to forget everything , but those thing stay in my heart forever ..what did i done wrong to make you treat me like that ??you think i don't want to be happy ?but how to ?not only others had a problem in heart ..i don't have ?? people do things for their reason , i don't have ?? i like to train home myself , smoke and sensative .. izzit ?i asked you to teach me what to do and i willing to do you said , no point .. i wanted you badly and you told me this and that .. justed wanted to keep shut before things go wrong also wrong ? just wanted you understand me me at least also can't ?as you said .yes , i was keep fighting with them , but at least we know more about each other and love each other more ..but why the more we fight , the more we don't understand each other ?and the more you hate me ?!!! .but , i still had to say thanks for those time you let me feel like world most happy ever .sorry for making you feel so hopless and un-worth .ok for , i will do something on this ..and i will try not to be so bad in your life ..LISTEN , I DOTHISFORYOU BECAUSEILOVEYOU!
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