Post reply on xiaoen , huiwen and caleb .
Sunday, May 3, 2009
7:22 AM
Huiwen : ok , i did say , i stand there for 25 mins , and did walk around finding for around 25mins too ok ..ya , but why right after i when down ...everyone gone ??i just go up and get something and i did't even spend my time smoking or whatever there k .i don't need any asking forgivness .no one is wrong i guess , and i am used to it ..i voice it out how many and did anyone notice ?no , not even you ..and you all its not the matter of young and old .and please think back who started thiis areoplane game ?? what you all feel is just what i feel on that moment .and please , snice when you saw i do my cig stuff alone ??LOL , please don't think too far yet i never .and please check my last tag , i did't say and change but just add on ??i am sure at least i learn something call not to speck throns to others .:) , and why not ?and you all was busy talking on own things and what you expect me ?go act as i know everything and join in ?? please lahhhs ..think what you all do first please ..x|aO`en : ok , for your info .. for me , that day is just a fellowship day hoping everything will turn good .. i never calculating ...but its just a go up and go down ..and i am sure i even REPORT i going up to buy thing ...its ok ...i had forget already , and nevermind ..next time will happen to you in your life for sure once ..but i am not sure who going did it .. but i am sure , in your life time , you will got it once by don't know who , lets wait and see alright ? then what am i going to do ?? tie a string together next time and walk together ? and i won't left without unslove ? please lahhhs . the feeling is like so been bastard , and you guys is the ever first do it in my life ..and maybe , maybe what i think is too bad too , because i had never meet and go out with like that before , because even all go last time , there will at least 1-2 people waiting there to guilde way ..but not all go .you get it ?and , i did't stuck ..i still learn on church ..but only thing is why i am so disappointed and sensative to you all ... i also want to change ..but don't know why it always stop me .and i guess jesus is also human .for what i know ..before jesus came , human keep saying ...we can't do this and do that , because you are God and we are human ..but , when God send his child ..it prove us that , human also can do it .?ya , you did not see someone like jesus , but you did know jesus ? ya , God grace is always enought , but just a reminder ..The biggest grace on God to us is knowing him ..If God grace is to cover every thing for you ..what fore for repent ?and i found , you had abit wrong mindset , thinking we are human and jesus is God , but for your info , Jesus is also human forms ..and he did it ...am i right ?so you can did it .and most important things is , jesus is God son ..and we are too ..because God had choosen us ..so please , don't keep thinking , we are human and God is God , if its it ..what for bible teach us to be godlly like person ?and for what i learn , God grace is enought , and he love you thats why he punish you ..so , we can't also take avantage of God grace i means ..and there is a topic that is "CHEN MI ZAI EN DIAN TANG ZHONG" had time i will share with you ..and please , i never fault anyone ever ..guess if i fault i still will talking to you all ?if i thing of God is like that , i still will come church ? i won't keep it , because i really think its waste of time thinking of all those things that even childish then 0years old ..and just a feedback , if you all ever wanted to build up strong , please stay strong for own and unit as one before you all start to go out to save people ...because if outsider saw it , it will laught that , we can't even stay strong and keep saying wanna save people ..simple , build everyone up once again in order to impact people ..and , love is not only words ..ya , i admit , i ownself is hard to find back the love to you all ..because all things is crush in just a second .. i once learn a things on love ..will teach you if got chances ..but for your info , read and notice more on the part of jesus was sended down to the world , and what he do to make a millions of people feel loved and trust him till now , and think . why it impacts so many genations down till us ?.. and i am sure miricles like heallings etc are not really works that millions of people belives on jesus , becase demons also can perfrom miricles .and even those tang kee outside .:) .Caleb : bro , i really never ever once got this problem before i swear in my life and to God .. And the most disappointed is , i can't imaging the first group is this ..and i was thinking , we chirstian get to know God , we should be more strong then many people outside , but i can't imaging all this happens in me through you all wor .. really .ya , on my past , i don't know God , my friend don't know God , but you know ? at least we know the simple laws of going out together as team ..and bro , the most thing make me disappointed is why all this happen on me through this group but not others Group that don't know God you understand ? Its really pain when seeing everything happen you know ??yups , i know i go back is my problem , but what can i do ?? never ever once got all those problem , and i really don't know how to settle ..as i saw so much confilts and things going on .. i wonder , why there is so many problem when we all know the truth .and why , i face so many problems with you all when we all know the truth ?but , why , i did not had problems with my past friends and brother when we don't know God ?? i really think we all need stay strong before helping ..ya , you can tell me you all love each other and very strong ..but , not everyone eyes know when we start to reach out to others .. just like i am wearing lousy colths and pants telling you my mum is a millions air ...will you belive ? just like i am very smelly telling you i just bath come out , will you belive and just like i tell you i love you , and on your behind i ask my friend to beat you up and you know , will you stil belive i love you ??i admit , it really make me think alot ..if really things still can't click on well , i think i had to walk one step see one step .thanks for reading my long post .huiwen , xiaoen and caleb .
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