Monday, May 4, 2009
4:45 AM
when school , half way go home . too tired .
friend was sick , was send back .
i also want , i want swine flu .
meet don't know how to spell the name ..
was thinking of playing boxing with him ..
end up , we did nothing .
was asking by them to eat steam boat at his house .
but i declined .cause i want go gym .
when home and use computer for awhile .
___ talk to me in msn , topic is , the youth .
was sad and hurts listening what she said .
when offline .and when out to walk .
she called me , i don't dare to pick .
because i don't want fight anymore !!!!
saw the message , 3 chances .
so , without any thinking .i need to pick .
so pick , and was more hurts .i had to hold on ..really hold on .
had a bad ending i guess .
and kup ..
and , father call nagging at me saying i when out without closing things .
was right . i deserve it .
eyes red red when home ,
post blog , millions of word i wanted to say , but it just the moment i wanted to say , my mind blank .what happen to me ..
heard mother was talking about me i guess for the last time i fight with her .
till now , think we haven talk ..
corrupted life i had .
then eat .
thinking bout closing my blog because ."looks , what you have done a mess on your tag ."
so , decided .
CLOSED .
On air
