To reader that love .
Sunday, June 7, 2009
3:51 AM
ok, share past few day MIA go where .try to recall as much as i can ..i got go orchard with weikang , shijie , venessa , weixiang , weiyan , junjia , priscilla , zhen hao , jianwen , me and cunzhi ....when to k-box then lucky plaza play pool then shop around and go home ..and it was a brother outing cause weikang going to ns on dont know when june ..was quite enjoy ..and did when to woodlands play basketball with jianwen feel time ..he was sharing telling me .this few days keep having fights with his wife ..was quite sad for him ..and stay at home .ok , ytd have a great time for song training .then night go paya lebar there for some worship leading .was really happy ..cause God is there !!! but after that , saw someone emo ..was thinking ask why ..and i learn something this feel day ..when we happy at all times ...we can might able to infuance others to happy ..if we emo at all times ...we can might able to infuance other to emo ..so , i rather stay happy seeing everyone happy ...:)Ok , wanted to be good ...but things keep coming ..unstoppable UH .share something about today .at first , was good ...but end up , was bad ..hearing some bad things ..and, think time is nearer ...:Dok , wanted to tell you, since you choose this way .hope you will not regret..since you like to treat me like this.lets treat each other same...since you give me trob , i will give you too..since you keep pulling down my spiritual life, when i down .i will bring you down i promise...if you don't like me to treat you good, i shall treat you what you wanted..let the water flow on the river , and let the river water hit the stone by it own..you are evil to me, i gave up everything, you depart me..but, i had a mindset, if you know you will know,i am not scare about no people or friends, but i scare i had too much friends...rebuild a moutian is what i am tenlented in..if i got a chance to choose , i will choose to get to know you earlyer then everyone..but too bad, i got nothing to choose.but thank God, now at least i still can get to choose to leave and forget this person.and i am sure, i can't do it by hating you all i want..i love you because you are a girl that had a same case as me,you are a girl that are quite sad to say bout,you are a girl that quite naive,you are a girl that cute, you are a girl that was very guai and had a great hope to me..and most important is you are you...but now, you change,change to a girl that had no courage,a girl that comdemming herselve,a girl that making her own life downwards, a girl that had no God,a girl that lying herselve,a girl that selfish,a girl that keep going night life, a girl that like to avoid me .High eh , God, i need a girl that hold me up and change my life..help me take away my huge rock that making me fall again and again...please please .for now, i only want peace, and i know beating someone had no gain for my life and just causing me more problems...so i decided, had you equal no me, had me equal no you..because when i saw you, my life turns down deeply to evil..so, if you english..i chinese...btw, i really need thank God that i can don't need to see your face and don't need to make me lost anymore..and my dear, please don't create problem in my life if its like that,i don't want make your life hard..and most important, i had decided to follow jesus!!!!Muahahahas!!!!i wanted to be a person with jesus light and salt,a person that had a great exmaple and had a great chirst like family and a person that had did a great job in the social and God kimdom..Labels: person that with my enermy equal love no more...
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