Sunday, April 11, 2010
10:42 AM
that a word said
" you won't treasure till it's lost "
use to be love by people .
but for 1 year i am trying to treasure surrounding means to love then begin love
it's really tough .
but i don't want to give up .
but i just want to bless your happiness .
hope that i can forget everything .
then you will be much more happy ...
ok
about change .
i am going to be abit more selfish .:P
to begin love than trying to love .
:D
i don't know where i got the power from .
i can even tell her i bless you yet i am upset .
hahas ..but for good i must do this .
i want to live in a place that everybody smile cause of me than up cause of me .
hahas
ok , now i only hope that the guy is not the one i not wish to .
if not i will break again .
but nevermind , who cares ...
hahas :)
anybody can accompany ?
O.o
i'm not giving up .
i just want you to be happy .
i think over and over again , if i'm happy and you are not .
what for what for what for ?
so the only choice is to leave you alone .
but when i letting you go .
i am scare .
i scare you will not take care of yourself well .
so promise me baby will you .?
not to upset by fool .
don't ever do stupid things .
don't ever be so silly .
don't ever feel alone .
don't ever hurt yourself .
don't ever blame things on yourself .
don't ever think that you are not good enough .
don't ever think that you are not nice enough .
cause there is someone caring you .
and that's me :)
ok , wild wild wet trip was good if i look on positive side .
cause really enjoy taking rides and seeing everyone laughing .
but on negative side is not that good ..
causeeeeeee
i got mood swing too .
was abit angry or upset .
hahas .
i was drowning my head .
and guess , got one person came to me and quickly pull me up thinking i am drown ..
wahahas ..
and i smile at him and he told me sorry , i thought you are drown .LOL
today church was great .
straight and kena .
thanks to pastor and my dad .
after that went to causeway and timezone .
then i notice i m over spending .
it take me 2 day to spend 150 bucks .
i did not brought anything .
but i don't know where it goes ..
maybe too happy, didn't notice .
from april 31st till now .
i calculated , I had already spend around 500 bucks .
i still left with so many bills to settled .
how am i going to survive to my Ns which is at may 3rd ?
it's time to pray .
use my money wise .
i am gonna use brain to find some money for saving .!:P
cause if this carry on , golden hill also not enough to spend for me .:)
i shall set a target .
by july , i must get my own hard earn $2000 for my saving .
i' m getting older .5-15 years down the road i will have a own family .
it's time to save save save .
haha .
yeahs , was really enjoy the time at timezone ..:D
seeing everyone laughing out loud although abit Ps .
but the happiness can't be describe .
and yeah ,
just finish my 2.4km run .
i take 12min to finish my run .
MAN !
i am gonna do it 9min flat before may !
k G'nights !
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