Sunday, April 18, 2010
10:33 AM
Ok
recently there is good there is bad .
bad things is bad news .
my good friend got caught again yet he have tagging .
was kind of lost that the person he helped shoot him out .
and there goes human .
every time friends need help .
we help .
back many times friend are not grateful went you help them .
thinking is a must help cases .
but who care ?
many people think that friend is meant for use .
that's why human heart is getting cold .
just like what i am feeling .
when you are happy , you won't call me saying "hey , i am happy today , have you eaten ?come find me, i treat you ."
NO !
is always "hey bro , can you come down help me ?i got some problem here i can't solve .i need you here to settle for me ."
YES !
and this is not the worst .
worst is after you help them ,
they got into problem .
they will try all the best to protect themself by covering and point all fingers at you saying " i don't know .i just follow him here , and he is the one who planned all this ."
why are there so many people out there ?
SO what am i thinking now ?
you can help the whole world as your friend .
but finding a real friend maybe is only one .
you can do anything for your friend .
but doesn't mean that your friend can do something for you .
ok , this few days keep going out late .
clubbing , accompany friend , slacking .
life now is like waiting to die .
LOLS .
14 more days to my NS .
excited .
my life is moving on to the next stage .
a stage of learning new stuff .
a stage of seeing more kinds of people .
a stage of growing to be independent .
a stage of becoming a real man .
No more staying in this comfort zone .:(
i gonna miss my friend alot .
of course my family too .
many things i still can't let go .
but hope i can let go inside my NS time ..:D
Today
i got to see something i don't like .
which is daring cases .
i gonna teach the guy not to do this again .
seems stupid .
but i still do it .
many things happen .
but i still can laugh like no tomorrow .
sleep like no tomorrow .
joke like no tomorrow .
because i know .
happy also a day .
sad also a day .
i got a choice to stay happy .
why not ?!
and i notice ..actually i still got alot of good friends around me .
i am still not so lonely .
thinking like last time , emoing about new friends .
keep on thinking i give in so much yet i still treat like a stranger or left behind .
WRONG .
IT'S negative thoughts !
no one owned me a friendship .
no one owned me a accompany too .:)
i got alot of choice .
choices of picking up friends .
choices of meeting friends .
choices of trusting and not trusting friends .
choices of treating friends .
and i know ,i am not gonna emo or sad for any friend again .
i am gonna stay happy happy happy .:D
Today church was good .
quite guilty the whole day .
Sorry God .
You know .
I know .
I can't .
I did .
I promise .
I got a reason .
But i know you won't want me to have the reason .
i disobey .
I will do better next time .
I promise you .
Thank you for the love you have for me .
Through the love .
You always make held me up .
You know how much i enjoy your love .
I know how much you love me .
Thanks .!
G'nights !
On air
