Sunday, April 4, 2010
10:11 AM
Why i found that the more i love her the more i can't let go of her ?
O.o
It's late .
That's the reason i am fear of loving someone ?
did my love have any loop hole ?
the more i love a person .
once he/she don't trust or doubting me .
i will always have the feeling rise .
God
Is God teaching me something from this ?
I feel so sorry to God the times i still doubt and not really put in full trust in him .
the feeling is unstoppable .
i do love her more and more i admit .
she stolen part of my life !!!
is the right or not right ?
ok
yesterday was a risk day of mine .
i tried all sort of reason to fight for the good .
no one may understand what i feel doing this .
but since i did
i should face it .
just know that i just need to do what i needed to do without any others knowing ?
prayed hard and thank God my dad didn't question me more .
i want her to remain good images in my dad .
not because i am hiding .
i want both .
but always need someone to understand .
i love both .
but who can understand ?
:)
today was great day ..
kingdom of God is growing bigger and bigger .
PTL
went to swim at sembawang park .
was kind of abit emotional .
why ?!!!!
Remembered what pastor Don preach .
desire and faith is include in prayer and miracle will happen .
God pour blessing without you loving him or not .
but is the matter of knowing how much you know he love you .
COOL .
PTL!
Labels: a try can satisfy me .
On air
